Eye for and Eye and the whole world goes blind...

So I want to create a Red Velvet Espresso drink, after the Red Velvet Chocolate Cake. It'd have to have cream cheese whipped cream, red dye, and sweet but bold espresso blend. I may have to start working on that. We'll see what happens come competition time.

We got these new shirts in at PT's, which I still don't understand why we are selling shirts, but hey, it's cool, whatever. Anywho, they have a Gandhi quote on the front (story on dumb customer to come later): "Be the change you wish to see in the world." Ya know, thats a good. one, especially since the change is me, but you know.

Side note , 4 packets of raw sugar should never be put in a macchiato.

Back to before, I know there's nothing that can be said, done, or even tried, and I understand that based on the basis of cause and effect. I wish there was something. Really all that can be done now is for me to know why--which I do--and not pull that shit again. Which I'm doing pretty well. And dare I say, you (plural form of 3) were right.

On the brightside of things, I got two kick ass jobs, I'm actually in school, and I got Chris.

Currently Reading Confessions of an American Media Man: What They Don't Tell You at Journalism School By Tom Plate see related

Life: past, present, and future.

Awe, poor forgotten xanga.

Its been how long now?
Is anyone even out there?

Haha.

Nah, I'm just chilling here at the PT's. Well, working that is. Little slow, schools on a break, so the customer base is a little on the low side at the time. Ah well.

Moved not to long ago, again. Now livng up north. Finally moved out of Kansas (barely). Plus I work in Johnson County so, ya know.

Working to jobs. Summer classes. Hanging out with Chris.
Yep, he's still the best.

I've been thinking a lot about the past lately. About friends from the past of stuff. It started when I got an e-mail from a former co-worker/high school friend. It had been 3-4 years since I had seen or even heard from her. Started thinking about Lissie and Amy and the fun we had. Thought about Mumma which got me thinking bout Steph, Joel, and Amanda. Man did they have my back. From downloading 90's pop all night long to those crazier moments, we had some fun. Looking back, I have started a trend of turning my back on some amazing people. Ask Greer, country cruises in Lawrence, and no what? Steph, Joel, and Amanda though, man I miss those guys.

For what its worth--I'm sorry.

**Edit: For the record--I didn't mention everyone--that list would have been pretty long, and I was writing in between customers at work.  I mean,  Julie, Jayme, Mandi, Jennifer--it could go on.

Bob Loblaw.

Yes, that is how my day was, just as the in Arrested Development.

Just long and I didn't hear the alarms.
It's just that Pre-thanksgiving week weeks--for those of us who haven't jumped write to Christmas. Come on (*Gob Voice*). I love a holiday dedicated to eating.

Met a boy. Like the boy.
But I just need to grow balls.
Fuckin' Twat. I just need to say it.

Week of lows and many highs.

Lukas.

Currently Listening Mushroom Jazz, Vol. 5 By Mark Farina see related